just because I've ceased to post

doesn't mean I've quit reading. Perhaps I'll return to this looking for an outlet to avoid any further attacks. I've become a beast of claws, teeth, and shame.

Mono

despite it, despite conference work: I want debauchery. I want to go play. I want something to say.

Moving on, Moving up.

List:

• See Colorado
• See NY
• See weight melt
• See agencies
• See scholarships
• See loved ones
  
• See life

In the next few days:

• Receive Military ID
• Make lasagna for refound friend
• Begin moccasins
• HPV shot #3
  
• Drink far too much
• Quit Food
• Death Metal concert?

SLC

"Do you vow to keep your wits among the witless? Do you commit yourself to pondering ceaselessly the uselessness of caring, the uselessness of love, that great reality for which all else must be abandoned."
Joy Williams